I don’t know if I just want to help “end stigma” because I’ve noticed that I’ve been gravitating towards Art a lot these past few weeks. But, I like writing, too AND reading, but I need to focus on one thing and read as many books and since I’m going back to school, I think it’s best to read up on Art… I’m thinking of tying it with mental illness, though; creativity and mental illness and then introducing that as the focus or theme rather than just “ending stigma” and then talking about the tragic parts of it or ranting off a “soapbox”, for the lack of TERMz. Because, as the year ends, I’m going to be entering the new year with reading a lot of books. If I read one book a month, that’s 12 books a year, and you multiply that for 10 years, and you get… well… a lot of books. Lol Okay, fine, 120 but numbers aside, I want to read up and be an expert on my passion and from what I’ve been seeing myself doing on social media, I’ve been interacting more on the creative side with my artwork. Nothing big, but I see that I get more interaction and more inspiration from it and I’ve been thinking more about it. Like, I’ve observed the intensity of my excitement exceeds my writing… tbh. I’m not going to quit blogging. I have to do this 31-day writing thing so I’ll be doing this for a solid month, but I still don’t know what to do with this blog… I have a lot of reading to do for this blog if I’m serious about this shit, but I really, really need to focus on some plans and goals for this, like specific, measurable plans. For now, I’m just going to randomly write… So, basically, I want to focus and tie in creativity with mental illness… and in that sense find a way to incorporate it in supporting “ending stigma”. You can’t really “end” stigma, but you can … INFORM… EDUCATE… you can’t “end” something. Ignorant people have already made up their mind. You can’t open up a closed mind. That’s why they’re called close-minded, ignorant people. We just have to move on passed them and inform and educate the ones who are intelligent and cultured enough to embrace people who have super powers.
Meds kicking in… rain’s lulling my brain to bed… still gotta’ meditate. I have a big day tomorrow. Very excited. I just want this Season to be over with. I’m already over Christmas. I know, that was quick … BUT… inhale, and then… exhale… inhale!…. HOLD…. Exhale…. One day at a time.
… walkin in a winter wonder land…
Go beyond. And RISE.
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